Sunday, March 22, 2015

Luther Thomas has arrived!

It is with great joy that we announce that Luther Thomas made his debut Tuesday, March 10th, 2015 at 10:19 am weighing 9 pounds and measuring 22.25 inches long. Our "little peanut" turned out to be a pretty big little boy! (My jaw dropped when I heard his measurements!)

Luther at only 20 minutes old...
24 hours old...

He's been here just under two weeks already and in the little time I have available, I find myself just staring at him in disbelief. I'm coveting the hours and hours and hours I had on maternity leave with Gwendolyn where I could sit and hold her and just be still and take her in. (So basically before anyone else needed me.) Things are certainly different when you have multiple children! Even so, I'm trying to soak him in when I can, which is sometimes at 3:30 am. He'll be done nursing and I just know I should reswaddle and put him back in bed, but it's.just.so.hard. This time is so fleeting, and my heart soars and breaks at the same time for all the changes that take place so rapidly. My emotions can't keep up. Part of me wishes that the rest of life could just be put on pause for a good month of two (or three) and little Luther and I could just snuggle day in and day out and re-enter the world when we're good and ready. Of course, he'd stay 12 days old as well. If only....


Tom reminded me the other night that our ultimate goal as parents is to see our children grow up and become servants of the Lord, so I'm trying to keep a healthy - Heavenward - perspective, but it's not easy when your newborn is quickly outgrowing newborn sleepers! (Couldn't they stay in those longer than just a few weeks?!) I think it also helps that now I have two bigger kids who have shown me all that there is to look forward to and enjoy in the stages to come...like hearing "I love you" for the first time, listening to their bedtime prayers, and watching their emerging personalities come forth.




These hours and days are demanding and tiring yet incredible all at the same time. Gwendolyn and Conrad are doing really well (and sleeping in!), which is such a blessing. They love their new brother and are so kind and gentle with him. It's been great having help as well! My parents were here and stayed with the big kids while we enjoyed our time in the hospital, and then Tom was home for a few days, and now his parents are here until the end of the week (currently out getting groceries...I could get used to this!) Gwendolyn and Conrad are getting a lot of love and attention, which I know will be more difficult when it's just mommy at home during the day. Like other changes in life, we'll adjust. Eventually.



We're very much in love over here. I have so much on my heart to share and get out, and hopefully time will allow for that soon so I don't burst. We haven't known Luther for very long, but in some crazy way, it seems he's always been here. And it's true, that actually he has in a way. The Lord knew about him before the beginning of time including every detail of his adorable little face, and the Lord knows exactly what his future holds as well. I dream of all that he'll become and all the joy that his precious life will bring to our family and this home. I dream about his relationship with his siblings, and pray it's long-lasting, fruitful, filled with grace, mercy, joy, and immense love.



Immense love.

That's what I think of when I think of our Luther Thomas. 



I love him with all of my being. 
Every inch of him. 

His high pitched cry. 
(Sometimes for no reason, but other than to remind us all he's here.)
His super soft squishy cheeks.
His hairy back and shoulders.
His big bright eyes.
His dark hair. (What there is of it.)
His button nose.
His little lips.
His quiet little burps.
And baby breath.
And the different faces he makes when he's sleeping.
His hairline. 
His incredible soft hands.
His little fingernails.
And itty bitty toenails.
And long fingers.
And big feet.
And long, skinny legs.
The way he sighs when sleeping.
His goose noises when nursing....just like his brother made.
His yawns.
His contentedness.
The way he fits so perfectly under my chin.
His "slow blinks."
The way he prefers to have both arms up when he's laying on my chest.
His short eyelashes.
His adorable hiccups.
The way his bottom feels in a diaper (squish).
How he squirms when I rub his back.
How delicious he smells after a bath.
The way he loves the sound machine.
How relaxed he is once fed and changed.
The way he furrows his brow.
His knees.
And elbows.
And shoulders.
And knuckles.
(All so little and miniature!)
His warmth.
His adorable leg rolls when his legs are bent.
His breath on my neck in the middle of the night.
Being cheek to cheek.
The way his forehead wrinkles when his eyes are open.
Seeing him with his brother and sister.
His three, four, even five (it's happened twice!) hour sleep stretches.
The way he looks in clothes.
...and in his car seat.
...and in his daddy's arms.

I think he's just wonderful. Simply incredible.

And I'm so thankful that God picked me to be his mommy.



Three kids.

Three healthy, beautiful, loving kids.

We're so blessed.


With all my heart, I say thank you, Lord.

More to come...

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